I can’t keep pretending anymore.
I gave up wishing… because I know what happens next.
This is all just a cruel twist of karma…
I will have to live to accept it but no matter what happens, I will bring the world down on others before it is brought down on me.
So just wait for the turn in your fate.
I wish I belonged… Some time, some place, some where… To someone.
I wish I wasn’t hear anymore.
I wish for once that someone would walk into my life, not having every intention to walk straight back out again.
Am I really that worthless to not deserve just one promise?
All I ever seem to be is anyone’s bit on the side or easy thrill…
I’m wondering if there is actually anyone out there who would walk into my life with every intention of sticking around.